So starts another week, wow time is going by so fast. Had a relaxing day yesterday in hopes for a fresh energized start to the week! Instead couldnt get baby down till midnight puppy needed to go out at 2 and 4am and baby up at 530????really! oh and as im making the bottle im saying wtf is that smell? I axtually thought Jack threw up on me so im looking all over my robe inspecting him top to bottom and even had andy smell me  ha! couldnt find anything! So after i get jack down at 630 i make my coffee and turn the news on only to look down to a huge crap on the floor!!!!That was the smell awesome! Great start to my day! My body is liking this weight way to much so we tried cutting my protien down and it seems to be working finally in the mid 160's where i need to be.  On days like this where i am so tired i dread having to go to the gym twice. All that i seem to think about is nothing comes easy and its a daily test! I can say i need sleep and not do what i need to do or i can figure a way to get it done. Im not the only parent struggling with this. I actually have it good having a work schedule that allows me to be off 4 days a week. I know so many of you have it so much harder! Its just i refuse to be the mother who just had a baby!!What ????i had a baby 10months ago ha! Its time to get back in shape. I also am fueled by criticism! People know i compete so when im not in perfect shape they say hurtful things! People dont understand the gain/loss and on season/offseason and thats ok. Oh and having a baby!! But a day doesnt go by that i dont think about comments made and by who said them. I 100% thank that/those people for they are the reason i make it to the gym on mornings like this! Have a great Monday and get movin!!!!!!